February 2011
January 2011
Stressful weekend.
Literally, all I did this weekend was cry.
So much drama happened and it was just overwhelming. I also got the worst migraine ever. I never get migraines.
I just hope my eyes aren’t puffy tomorrow…
“Pretty pretty please, don’t you ever ever feel like you’re less than...”
– Fuckin’ Perfect, P!nk
Watch“Hero Dog Tries To Help Wounded Dog”
Thank You, God!
This has got to be a miracle. I’m so overjoyed, I think I might explode.
My family had it really hard the past couple of years because of financial problems. And ever since I came to college, it’s been even harder on my parents. Even with the financial aid, we couldn’t pay the full price. And we were only paying for room & board, which is pretty much nothing when you go to...
“Fear ends when faith begins.”
“You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they...”
– Isaiah 26:3
Pat on the back.
I’m so proud of myself.
I’ve been so focused on school, it’s not even funny. This time last semester, I would probably be starting homework now. It’s 1 AM. But no, I finished all of tomorrow’s homework and Friday’s. Talk about being productive!
I don’t know what’s gotten into me hahaha. It’s scary how much I’m improving.
But then...
Success.
First day teaching and I loved it! Seriously.
I freaking loved my students. They’re so hilarious.
I’m so glad my school offers this kind of experience. I guess I’m certain now that I still want to become a teacher.
First day.
Omg today’s my first day of teaching!
I’m so nervous, but excited. I hope the kids like me…
Productive day.
Just spent 1.5 hours at the gym. I feel great. Seriously. First day at the gym of the semester.
I’m so excited. My roommate and I planned out a work-out schedule.
Time to finish my homework now… hehehe.
“Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you...”
– Neil Gaiman, The Sandman: Fables and Reflections Vol. VI
bookworm-mar asked: go for the interview!! the experience would be awesome, even if you feel insecure about it.
Job interview.
I applied for a job last semester at a high school to become a tutor, and I got a call today for the job interview.
I don’t know what to do. Mostly because I’m scared.
I mean, I can’t tutor high schoolers… they’re only a couple of years younger than me, maybe even a couple of months.
But the pay is $15/hour and I’m in need of a job.
Oh my goodness. My head...
Insecure.
I don’t know why I’m so insecure. I hate it.
Right when I’m about to get close to someone, I pull back. I can’t handle the pressure.
No wonder I have no friends. It’s hard for me to talk to new people and sustain that friendship. I always feel like they’re going to take away all of my secrets and never talk to me again.
I wish I was more confident. I wish I...
Boys are stupid.
I haven’t talked to this guy for four years and here he comes out of nowhere, trying to talk to me like we’re best friends.
Why? Why do guys think it’s so easy to reconnect with girls they abandoned so long ago? Are we that easy?
What really annoys me is when they say, “I’ll make it up to you.” BS.
I don’t even want to talk to you anymore. Go away.
What a fail.
I’m so stupid.
I’ve been working on my homework since Friday night and I still haven’t finished it. And I just realized that I finished all of my homework for Tuesday, instead of tomorrow’s homework -__-
It’s already 11 PM and I still need to work on my lesson plan. So much for thinking that I was so productive this weekend.
Seven things the LORD hates:
Haughty eyes
A lying tongue
Hands that shed innocent blood
A heart that devises wicked schemes
Feet that are quick to rush into evil
A false witness who pours out lies
A man who stirs up dissension among brothers
Proverbs 6:16-19
“This is what the LORD says—he who made you, who formed you in the womb, and who...”
– Isaiah 44:2
1 tag
Day 2: You are not an accident
God planned us even before we were born
We were conceived in the mind of God long before we were conceived by our parents
“The LORD will vindicate me; your love, LORD, endures forever—do not abandon the works of your hands.” Psalm 138:8
God prescribed every single detail of our body
He chose our race, the color of our skin, our hair, and every other feature
“My frame was...
Luke 12:11-12
“When you are brought before synagogues, rulers and authorities, do not worry about how you will defend yourselves or what you will say, for the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what you should say.”
When we need help most, Jesus promises he will be there and will send his Spirit to give us the words we need. Throughout the centuries, this promise has sustained those facing persecution and...
Oh boy.
My mom just texted me, asking me to teach her how to play the violin over the summer.
I can’t wait -__-
“God doesn’t play dice.”
– Albert Einstein
Saturday mornings.
I can’t seem to wake up on Saturday mornings.
If I go to bed at 2 in the morning on weekdays, I can get up at 8 for class. But last night, I went to bed at 2 and I couldn’t get up until now. It’s almost noon.
And something’s up with my right eye. It feels swollen and bruised. Actually, it has for the past 3 mornings. It hurts :(
I need a moment.
So, I’m eating Twix.
Update later -__-
I have a date tonight.
Excited. Nervous. OMG.